Random

Hola bloggers.

I haven't wrote in this blog for a while.

A lot has happened.
a. I am not single.
b. I have a wonderful boyfriend which is by the way going great.
(I would say perfect... but then I don't want to ruin it.)
c. I got a "C" in History.
(So not good)
d. I finally went shopping after a month with out shopping. =D
(You do not know how happy I am.)
e. I have a great set of friends ever.
f. And I have been smiling ever since.

Those are the highlights of what has been happening and what I remember.

Okay, you know how I go to a public school? Well, public schools, at least in Los Angeles, don't have uniforms. But since the school I go to is "the school of leadership," so the teachers says, we have to wear uniforms. Exact same thing as private... just that the boys will wear a tie including girls...

For goodness sakes! I wore uniform in my private school days, and I usually get in trouble because of uniform. Wanna know why? I'll tell you. Typical Catholic School Girls, we break the typical school uniform rules. But it will be interesting to wear a uniform.



I want to go back to Guam just because I miss everything there and everything that I had. But living in LA gives me more opportunities. You know, some people do actually have to give up a lot. Either for friends... families... ourselves. It might be hard but in the end, its actually all worth it. Not unless you screw up. Then you have something you regret.

For kids/teens/young adults who are being raised by single mothers... trust me. They are working their asses for us. Keeping a roof over our head. Food on the table. Clothes on our back. Schooling. It might not seem like it. But really, they do actually do a lot. I know this for sure because my mom works TWO FULL TIME JOBS. And I love her doing that. I love her for being just a great mother and a great friend. So, give them a break. Mother's Day -- do something nice for them... 1) send the flowers with a card or 2) give them what they always wants and tell them you love them and they mean the whole world to you.

Okay, none of my friends know I have a blog. So I am hoping none of them ever reads these entries.

There is this new guy at school. He likes or so he says he does. Whatever. He is really sweet, kind, nice, and quite good looking. Different from the rest in a way... But lately, he's starting to hang out with the crowd whom I love so much, but does not interest me. I mean, those type of boys don't get my attention. I like someone who is different, you know. Anyways, I recently just got with someone. Who, I never thought I would date. Tell you that story in a minute. But I don't know. If he came earlier. If the thing on the bus didn't happen (and no we did not kiss), I wouldn't be with the one I am with now. I probably would be getting know Boy A, will call this first boy "Boy A."

To Boy B, we were just friends. I mean JUST FRIENDS. Not bestfriends. Not good friends. Not close friends. Just Friends. No one ever thought of us going out/hooking up. Neither did I. I never even liked up until now. We just hung out as friends. Eating out together. Just being friends. We even talked about his girlfriend when we ate out just as friends. He was really in love with her... But it all started Saturday night coming back to school from Six Flags.

It was getting late, and we were just lying on each other. He did, however, still had a girlfriend at this time. But before we even went on the bus together, we were waiting on this 2 hour long line just for a ride. It was our last ride for the day. He told me he wanted to break up with her. And I was really surprise. I was like you said you loved her and now you're telling me this. How funny. But You know how people change. Well she changed. From a really preppy girl to a punk girl.

To me, that shouldn't matter to a guy. The guy should be happy with what his girl is and what she is becoming. But it wasn't my life, so I didn't do anything. Back to the bus, I was just lying on his lap. and at this moment, we were just friends. Until, we looked into each others' eyes. Yes, I know this sounds cheesy. But its true. It's like a scene from a movies. Since then we've been hangout every week. Until Friday of last week, he asked me out. He asked me out 3 to 4 times.. And I won't get to that story. It's pretty funny though. And now we are going out and kind of been inseparable but not as bad as some couples. I am not a PUBLIC AFFECTION. I kind of hate when couples just have make out sessions right in front of people. Its really unclassy.


So, I believe thats enough. Now quote for the day..

"Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are."

Love this quote.
This quote is from One Tree Hill. Brooke says it.

From the tv show, I believe it means, if you been a bad person, get out of it. Get out of the bad habits, and do something good. Do something good for you.

Something like that.. I don't know how to exactly explain. If you watch it. I think you might know what I mean.

But my fingers are going to crap soon because I have not stopped. And my boyfriend is going to call soon.

Write later,
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